verseYears before I had half a mind to stay, I only wanted to go away Very far away verseYears before I could write a phrase that could make someone cry who wasn't already high for days chorusI left my home, I left my life Left that time behind and wouldn't look back Cool girls don't look at explosions, right? That's what I did to you, I didn't look back Not even to say goodbye to the bluegrass bridgeI left my fight, I brought my light elsewhere I broke their rules and then I broke mine, too I got rid of structure I got rid of you I started every sentence with Me because you'd made me think I was worth less and I didn't believe it I didn't believe you I had a son and was sure I was doing something new verseYears ago now, I saw the Milky Way It made me want to unmake something I had done breakdownBut, which one Sorry my son, but I barely recall where I came from Sorry my son, but when we'd begun the world was already turning That's what I did to you I said bluegrass isn't really blue chorusI left my home, I left my life I made instruments my voice Cool girls make explosions, right? That's what I did to you, and I didn't look back Not even to say goodbye to the bluegrass chorusI left my home, I left my life I only wrote words that made me cry Cool girls do a lot of things right I can still do that to you, I can come back I can even say hello to the bluegrass endEven now, I'm not quite sure how We all have days we hate our face Sorry my son, but we all have days when blue just doesn't look so blue

verseA campfire at the edge of Tennessee brought 18 kids to one place One guitar, and two unpracticed hands made 17 watch her concentration face prechorusShe didn't play right She didn't sing right but the sky bore witness verse18 kids put pen to paper to guarantee that they'd remember that time and place, what they saw behind their own eyes, so maybe they'd feel it again in the morning prechorusShe didn't play right but she arrested us with those sounds She didn't sing right but taught us that some things just can't be written down chorusI want to know what I'd find behind that face, if only she could remove it for a moment chorusI crave one glimpse behind the eyes of the one who made such beautiful music who made us feel ephemeral chorusWho do I ask? Ask the stars? "What did you see?" Petition the forest to give us back a memory, ephemeral verseWood burned low as the last long notes rang out We were drawn back to cold mundanity, touched by something gone away but persistent prechorusShe didn't play right She didn't sing right but we felt her spooky action at a distance and the ground bore witness chorusI want to know what I'd find behind that face, if only I remove it for a moment chorusCan I have another glimpse behind the eyes of the one who made such beautiful music who made us feel ephemeral? chorusWho do I ask? Ask the stars? "What did you see?" Petition the forest to give us back a memory, ephemeral endI want to know what I'd find behind that face, if only she could remove it for a moment

verseDoes a heart ever choose or is that just called compulsion? Is the "natural man" really an enemy of God, or does He smile when I get led across an ocean? pre-chorusI don't always know where I'll end up, but I can go, so long as I'm brave enough to start chorusWhat's it called when someone else's photograph puts a future memory in my head? Is that a premonition, or a rabbit hole? bridgeAnd how do I feel so very late to a date with a town I've never met? verseI sat watch upon an observation deck of old Matanuska, who took its name from a glacier She protected me for days while I wrote to detox me of my ill nature pre chorusI don't always know where I'll end up, but I can go, so long as I'm brave enough to start chorusWhat's it called when someone else's photograph puts a future memory in my head? Is that a premonition, or a rabbit hole? verseI didn't drive all that far when I met old Destruction Bay I had to stop the car and behold it and more empty places, made for me to witness that day chorusWhat's it called when your son first crawls in a hotel room you'll never be back to? What's it called when he squints at an ice run and neither of us knows the name for that? What's it called when the sunlight falls out of the sky and lands on a hill all alone and puts a new story in my head? What's it mean when, just like me the sun never quite goes down at night? What's it say, when I'm so far away? What's it do, when I make that memory true? Was that a premonition or a rabbit hole? And how does it feel so very late but right on time?

chorus x2Mais si je déteste quand elle n’as pas besoin de moi Parfois je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer ça Je me sens invisible quand elle n’a pas envie de moi chorus x2Mais si je lui suis dès qu’elle ne me réclame plus Je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer ça Je me sens glacé depuis qu’elle ne me cherche plus non plus bridgedisappointed "...You keep coming in at second, for me too"bored "BUT WHATEVAAA~"trippy "WEAVE into that big tapestry"rational "It is what it is"verseWhen I try to impress you it's when you're tuned out expressly That's when I felt wasted Which one of us ends it, when we both notice the open secret That we avoid each other during our best moments We're both being wasted Who is braver? Say the honest thing without any "buts" chorusMais si je déteste quand elle n’a pas besoin de moi Parfois je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer ça Je me sens invisible quand elle n’a pas envie de moi Mais si je lui suis dès qu’elle ne me réclame plus Je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer ça Je me sens glacé depuis qu’elle ne me cherche plus non plus sampleLet's see. If I could say it about anyone else too, am I really in love with you? Who is meaner to deflate the balloon we're both hitched to? chorus x3Mais si je déteste quand elle n’a pas besoin de moi Parfois je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer ça Je me sens lucide quand elle n’a pas envie de moi therapist We'll keep this short, so you can repeat that

verseAsleep by 1 Knowing I’ll wake up to the sun Alarm still blaring, gotta run This breakfast sandwich has two bottom buns chorusI’m living one hop from the sheets Cross the street, move my feet By noon I wanna treat Nuh-uh Just livin’ in a one hop paradigm It’s stupid that I rhyme But I look backwards all the time Echo Reply Yuh-huh, yuh-huh verseWork is done and I’m smilin’, already vibin' I’ll be bumpin’ up and down on a clown in deep downtown Phoenix ain’t no promised land Too damn far, just a Canyon Grand Hops can’t be that large and planned We work our way there or we go pound sand chorusI'm living fast from rest to desk COVID webcams, still half dressed By noon I'm done taking requests Nuh-uh IPv6 says hop limit But I'm all about that time to live I get work done in just 8 bits Yuh-huh, Yuh-huh verseBump that body, work is done Bartender is screamin’ what I’ll be snoozin’ long after the sun Girlfriend says she likes my strut I can’t stop thinking ‘bout her stuff Divorce is simple to forget When people like my shade of red Why does everybody say go to Flagstaff for everything At least Sedona's got red rocks in force I saw much more after I divorced Just dumb enough to lose my support Smart enough to try once more chorusI’m living one hop from the sheets Cross the street, move my feet By noon I wanna treat Nuh-uh One hop paradigm It’s stupid that I rhyme But I look backwards all the time Echo Reply Yuh-huh, yuh-huh I'm living fast from rest to desk COVID webcams, still half dressed By noon I'm done taking requests Nuh-uh IPv6 says hop limit But I'm all about that time to live I get work done in just 8 bits TTL babe, number 6 One hop paradigm It’s stupid that I rhyme But I look backwards all the time TTL babe, we're down to 5 Sometimes we're rich, sometimes we're poor But I love seein' you come in that door I'll kiss your face, be brave even more TTL babe, down to 4 I’m living one hop from the sheets Cross the street, move my feet By noon I wanna treat TTL babe, down to 3 Do a twirl, girl, in those shoes You're the only one I have to lose When you call me up, chaos ensues TTL babe, number 2 This sandwich's got two bottom buns I can worry about it or just have fun When I hold you, hearts beat like one TTL babe, we're number 1 CONTROL MESSAGE Type 11: time exceeded

It is what it is chorus, 🧘‍♀️verse, 💁‍♀️The last time I saw myself driven solely by my impulses was just ten seconds ago, But never—~ chorus, 🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️verse, 💁‍♀️Sorry’s just a word you use when you interrupt my self-abuse join me on the beach at night we're drinking colors so we might get osmosis from chartreuse Sorry's what you say when you're confused chorus 🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️verse 💁‍♀️Mais si je suis ivre... Mais mon français sera plus juste quand je serai éméché That is, why is every time I find a line it’s coming in with doubles Weave it big in that tapestry, it is what it is verse, 💁‍♀️The last time I saw myself driven solely by my impulses was just ten seconds ago, But never—~ chorus, 🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️dropmarriage 👰‍♀️🛼👡👠👢🥿🩴Mais si, je déteste quand elle n’a pas besoin de moi Parfois je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer ça Je me sens invisible quand elle n’a pas envie de moi Parfois je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer non-quoi breakdown ✨😵‍💫✨😵‍💫✨Mais si, je déteste quand elle n’a pas besoin de moi Parfois je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer ça Je me sens invisible quand elle n’a pas envie de moi Parfois je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer non-quoi panicked what's happening to me? what's happening to everyone...portal glados voice Dancing is NOT sciencesoothed Just move like this. Act out some bliss. For oncetherapist Stuck at 40%? Just ROLL with it. 40%, until the end. 40% off, 40% in. 40% can still win.chorus, ⚙️surprised i forgot how to laugh until just nowchorus, 🐛, i'm so stuckMais si, je déteste quand elle n’a pas besoin de moi Parfois je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer ça Je me sens invisible quand elle n’a pas envie de moi Parfois je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer non-quoi Mais si, je déteste quand elle n’a pas besoin de moi Parfois je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer ça Je me sens invisible quand elle n’a pas envie de moi Parfois je parle sans fin pour essayer de digérer non-quoi chorus, 🦋, what the fuckwhat if, i made you hate me by asking you to marry me?what... that's stupidyeah, it really is😵‍💫👰‍♀️😵‍💫but i was happy there. for a little while.i think it was worth it.for a minute, anyway.😵‍💫👰‍♀️😵‍💫chorus, ⚙️breakdown 🦋

verseYou're hard to forget, although I like a good regret You like being alone and never wanna hear me moan, what you didn't get done when you were just dishing fun Trying to sing your tune buzzin busy as a bee You act like you're alone like it ain't about who won when you were just dishing fun chorusI know you very well, I'm real familiar with this spell breakdown in a minimalism style߷ verseI suddenly don't know you well, but I'm thrilled to taste potions and spells Keeping up a pace with you is a real hell so I take a shot or two to get the swelling down I love— Get worked up with someone new I think I do that too, I think I do that too I love watching you testing out new runes I struggle with your tune but it's fun to follow you verseYou're hard to forget, although I like a good regret You like being alone and never wanna hear me moan, what you didn't get done when you were just dishing fun chorusI know you very well, I'm real familiar with this spell breakdown in a minimalism style߷ verseI suddenly don't know you babe, but I think that's the intended way You can have me all day long, so take two more shots or three and cut loose and dive like nothing's wrong I maybe don't know you so well, and I'm stoked to taste potions and spells Keeping up a pace with you is a real hell so I take a shot or two to get the swelling down I love watching you get worked up with someone new I think I do that too~ I think I do that too, I think I do that too I love checking you smiling something new I can't carry a tune but I'm hearing one from you I love watching you testing out new runes I struggle with your blues but it's fun to follow clues verseYou're hard to forget, although I like a good regret You like being alone and never wanna hear me moan what you didn't get done when you were just dishing fun chorusI know you very well, I'm real familiar with this spell extended breakdown in a minimalism style; fucking, let them have it, they didn't understand how to groove until you made this move I know you very well, I'm real familiar with this spell ߷I'm standing in the shower fully aware that this'll end but I keep washing my hair Humming tunes that nobody but you can carry true like you do, Slap that alchemy, tap my glass and see it's whack that three's company, For that, I'll come out and see bats straight outta therapy, rats tokenizing charity, That's because they're weaponizing compassion and that's not really my game but I'm into make believe chorusI know you very well, I'm real familiar with this spell I know you very well, I'm real familiar with this spell ߷I'm standing in my power fully aware that this'll end but I keep washing my hair There are things, that just don't lay flat when they're sayings, tattoos and piercings, stacks of sketchings, black dread unspeaking, I sat up watching, It racks me that I lost a ring, That's when I was chasing, that's because I was an Annie playing house at the hotel, I warned you, I'm into make believe, Belle chorusI know you very well, I'm real familiar with this spell I know you very well, I'm real familiar with this spell

chorussome times bein' alone's not so bad though, i kinda like just walking where i want to~ just going where i want to~ ~be versei kind of like the snow in my hair i kind of appreciate this air (right now) i can stay longer because i want to pre-chorusdon't have to choose between a good time and a bad night chorussome times bein' alone's not so bad though, i kinda like just walking where i want to~ just going where i want to~ ~be breakversei kind of like the wall of sound it makes me feel electrified, all alone i can stay longer because i want to don't have to text when i'll be home to alt versei kind of like the sound of empty it makes me feel like i may have plenty i can stay longer because i want to i didn't plan on it in these shoes someone else has been on my tongue but if you help me, i'll let you be the only one chorusjust walking where i want to~ just talking to who i want to~ just staying where i want to~ ~be just talk to who i want to~ just staying where i want to~ just shopping where i want to~ just sleeping when i want to~ let's say it if we want to~ let's say it if we want to~

verseI'm up too late, but wait... There's no one to look upon but my trinkets and automatons prechorusWake up, baby Come see what I made Put on your robe, I know it's dark but I just hope ✨ chorusThat you can see it in the dim porch light It could use some more work, but like, would you board my rocket ship? We could give the world the slip Things are really far in space, but we could suffer it in case We can do things spur of, moments before we fall out of love verseBrand New said, love is a risk, but wait... There's no one to look upon but my trinkets and automatons prechorusWake up, baby Imagine if we made a choice, us both I know it's dark but I just hope ✨ chorusThat you can see it in the dim porch light It could use some more work, but like, would you board my rocket ship? Spend eternity with this? ꠩ poetry versesthis galaxy has a really big sprawl and i know some corners, but not nearly all the most terrible truth i can say is that I break sometimes when I don't play the most tremendous thing i know how to do is make a dream out of cardboard and glue the most romantic act i know about is driving you the rest of the way around ✨ chorusi know you like it when you see me in the dim starlight We could use some more work, but we're alright Come aboard my rocket ship I'll be the one looking after your lips I'll say it again, but things are really far in space We will have to suffer all, just in case We can do things spur of, and try forever not to fall out of love ꠪ poetry versesthe universe has more dimensions than me why settle for less than infinity? could you actually see that in me? spend an eternity happy you can see it in the dim porch light, it could use some more work, but like, would you board my rocket ship? spend eternity with this? if we get time dilation, they'll all go die thinking we ran away forever, while we were just blinking at each other "What are you capable of," she said, "when everyone else is dead?" ✨ choruslet's use our lights to sparkle up each other's darkness We will have to suffer all, even heartlessness We can do things spur of, and try forever not to fall out of love When you see me in the dim starlight We could use some more work, but we're alright Come aboard my rocket ship I'll be the one looking after your lips I'll say it again, but things are really far in space We will have to suffer all, just in case We can do things spur of, and try forever not to fall out of love

verseShould we know what stayin married takes before we know where we belong? If it's anything like my pancakes The first one maybe comes out wrong 🤚 chorusI want there to be more I wanna see what evens that score Can we say you're like fine wine? You're weird and you pair right ⽕We're movin too fast, I don't ~know me yet~ —you know I used to be a church girl, right? it's not that I don't want you i want you for longer than just this one people can ask away, i wanna smile and say you're mine and i drop it every day there's change in the air, whether or not you care i'm staring at the wall remembering the ball we had verseWhy do we flee our communities so fast? Would you read The Seven Paths again with me? Sometimes with me I can't tell until I lined it up like Scrabble The message is becoming clear, I feel vul-ner-able —wat, got alotta points though... verseWhy we gettin married young when we can't even use our tongues? Can we say it's like french toast? The first one's sloppy fun going down, mostly 🤚 chorusI want there to be more I wanna see what evens that score Can we say you're like fine wine? You're weird but you pair right bridgeWe say you're like fine wine you're weird but you pair right We say you're like fine wine you're weird but you pair right ⽕knowing that I can walk away means, stand back, i might do it again stand back! she might do it again regrets are really entry level think about your next hand while it's uneventful —wait, how many hands are you planning? —am i in all of them? —oh, good listen just because i bombed, it's not like i dunno what's going on stand back! she might do it again it's like DnD where you just roll it and see i run a tight character sheet and importantly, i know how not to cheat do you wanna play some high level games with me? 🤚 chorusI want there to be more I wanna see what evens that score Can we say you're like fine wine? You're weird but you pair right We all wanna be more of what they're not carrying at stores We're doing better than the last time We can do it if we muster right I want there to be more I wanna see what evens that score Can we say you're like fine wine? You're weird but you pair right We all wanna be more of what they're not carrying at stores We're doing better than the last time Don't go looking for the ley lines bridgeWe say you're like fine wine You're weird but you pair right We say you're like fine wine You're weird but you pair right outroWe all wanna be so puffed up and mighty though Will you stay until time ends? Get magic and then fight for friends